I can't seem to comprehend how society can work,theres people flying out in space and yet people go hungry.Propaganda from the leaders of the world "Lokking to the future".Concrete racetracks worldwide,skyscrapers filling up the skyline.We have everything we potentially need for a peaceful timebut "Hey I'm not happy with what I have and so I'll take yours too."It's fucking stupid isn't it?And the general public has been blinded into thinking whats good for them or rather what they have been told what is good for them.But we are human beings not animals and can think for ourselves.But it seems some people don't want to think full stop.Sometimes I think noone understands my way of thinking or my personality.I feel so cold and isolated most of the time and as much as I try and explain to my friends they don't seem to get it due to some kind of communication breakdown or something.And too much Alcohol and pot can't helping any,I need someone to save me from myself.Some some to reasure me when the dark clouds loom over my head and negativity sorrounds my every thoughts.Call me a cynic,pessemist or generally uptight but I can't help it when I get treated like shit for so long I actually started to believe it and now I'm wondering what I do wrong,Is it because I'm stubborn,pig-headed,arrogant,or tempermental.Now I'm left to bitterly cry for vengeance,vengeance against those who treat me like dirt and vengeance on my self for being so stupid.Maybe I'm slipping over the edge finally.But I feel so lost in a haze of desperation and anger and madness and fear.Seems theres no hope,no life,just pain and fear.No food, no love,just greed all around.Just what the hells going on around here will it ever end?It's by cold day in the sun but I won't get burned.Can shadows get burned.Coz I seem to be like a shadow.I walk around andpeople either turn the other way or put their heads down and pretend I'm not really there.I just don't know where to turn or what to do.......Is there anybody out there?
blazebedlam
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Oh man peoples paranoia and insecureties makes me laugh.Thank you morons the joke is on you!Man I feel slightly less twisted now.
ironyWell things have been p]reety sweet as of lately,with work and stuff.And I've been going out to have fun (no more Mr Anti-Social).And I had a ball the other night,and going for round 2 tonight hurrah!And one assumes i'll be a world of fun,what with all the lads egos playing off each other lol.any ways I'll keep you my faithful following filled in. 
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Jammfest
Alright acces to drums,bass and guitars 5 days a week let the jamming commence!i'm gonna have some fun now hehehehehe.
No Escape....
Well the week has barely started and it went from bad to worse.....and i'm not just saying that to be pessimistic I knew my Dad is really sick but I just found out he has Leukemia it honestly I don't really think it looks good ,Whats with sickness and death I've seen enough of it this year and I honestly wish that I would wake up and this has all been a bad dream...but it won't and I don't know what to do or who to turn to as my family have never really gave two fucks about what I do and where I go,And so I'm at a loss.It's times like these I wish I was more social at least it might help to clear my head.And I understand If my mates aren't there for backing as they have work and other commitments to hold to so for the time being I gotta sit back and and hold tight.
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